Monday, April 1, 2002 Monday, April 1, 2002
Yes, it is yet another month and that time to change the layout and archive this baby once more. Besides, I won't be blogging for pretty long while since I'm heading off to the wilderness tomorrow afternoon. I won't be back until the 5th. Dammit, of all days to go camping for the week it had to be JEAN-CLAUDE VAN DAMME WEEK on the USA channel. Damn all the Metro transfers that ever was. Of all weeks. OF ALL WEEKS. Let's list all the actors I definitely would never miss a movie of ..on television or anywhere else: Brendan Fraiser, Jet Li, Keanu Reeves, Adam Sandler (LOL), Jackie Chan, The Wayne's Brothers (LOL), Arnold Schwartzeneger, Benny Chan, and Jean-Claude Van Damme! Those are not the only people. But I swear, I'm going to pound that crusty network into biscuits. How dare they show a whole week of Jean-Claude Van Damme when I'll be away from the TV for four days. What a bloody outrage. I was just watching Kickboxer(VHS) and Bloodsport(DVD) the other day. Pure ass-kicking action. Just the way I like my movies to be. Van Damme's a classic. He's a keeper in the movie cabinet *pats her movie cabinet*. I don't think I've seen his two most recent movies yet. The twin one and the...time cops thing. I don't know. It was awhile ago. Oh, and I forgot about about D2LC taking group pictures @ Paradise last Friday. We were all color-coordinated and the background matched beautifully. The only problem was that the crusty photographer did not inform us of our uneven order and positions. Damn, it caused a big flaw in our beautiful pictures *shakes fists in the air*. The most beautiful colors are ruined! Christ, I'm going to buy a whole bunch of tapes and dvds when I get back. Take that USA!
Manilyn is coming over to my house tomorrow morning. Wonderful, I'm so perky I'll wake up early to greet my friends! *irritated groan* Heck, doesn't matter, my mom gave me my most favorite shampoo + conditioner! *girly squeal* I love this crap XD! It's some sort of a Thai shampoo with a picture of some white blonde girl on it. Ah damn it smells so good. I don't know what it smells like because I can read Thai for beans. Smells like outdoor shit but its really good XD. Not only does it smells good, it actually conditions your hair to silk..woo~
she ate her lucky charms.. @10:44 p.m.
This day was the kind of day I would enjoy. Today's weather was 10x better than yesterday. A perfect day to skip to the local temple and get rejuvinated. Oh yes. Eating monk food and being one with the sun one is hell of a good time. Too bad it had to end. Dammit, it's going to be Monday tomorrow. Mondays are so anal sometimes. Especially when you had such a good weekend. *takes a bite out of her maple bar*
Yeah. Proceeding with yesterday's jack. I deleted the whole second paragraph of last entry because it was plain ridiculous. That stuff will have to wait until graduation. That's when everyone will leave and go on to pursue their career and dreams. I'll write a tribute of 20 pages long to each and every person I love. Including Young because I have lots to thank him for, even though he gets on my nerves.... a lot. Yes, that's right, I love him too. But not in the way most disgusting people might think. He's just friend....just a friend. I like him just as a friend and nothing more. So can you please tell Mandy to shut up about the bed thing? She's been repeating that all last week. I want to hurl. So yeah, I'm going to write pages of tear-bombing, mind-blowing, heartwarming, and touching tributes on pretty paper with pretty ink to all my beloved friends I have made throughout my life. Why? because I exaggerate and its my profession *grin*. I hate the thought of leaving all my friends. But hey, elcome to the un-deniable cycle of life.
Kashner's buddy helper is an Educational God. I almost cried in that class after he completed his teaching. He was so good. So so so good. He covered a week's worth of information in less than an hour *sophisticated gasp*. He kicks ass. He's kinda cute in a way too but let's not go there. We have children living amongst us. Yes, children...there are lots of them. He also has some sort of a ring on his left ring finger too..so *cough hack cough* I'll be going away on a camping trip this Tuesday. I can't wait. Hell, its all the way in Lake Stevens, Everett. How the heck am I going to come home in time for sports pics? I'll figure that out later. Right now, I need to pester Mandy for my flashight back and hunt through my home for a....poncho.
she ate her lucky charms.. @08:58 p.m.
FINALLY, I've recieved a good day today. It's about time I have one of those. Having a weeks worth of uncontrollable mood-swings, screws the mind up a bit. Good days = good health. Romiette & Julio was HILLARIOUS! Whoever missed it, MISSED-OUT! Oh lord, it was hillarious. My fav actor was Mercutio. He is such a good actor! What a better way to represent a perv XD. God, a lot of people missed-out on the best show ever produced! Manilyn kiced ass out there. I'm going to beat everyone who didn't go first thing on monday. Speaking of mood swings, I severely cussed that asscrack of a Tommy D. out last ...Thursday. I didn't intend to hurt his feelings but he sure damn well deseved it. My little Newsquiz groups consisted of Tommy, Rizza, Kevin, and Chan. Take an educated guess at who was the only person in that group that studied all 2 chapters and all 8 sections....*pauses for a moment to await the votes.* Uh..yeah, Hello? Excuse me? right here, obviously moi. I hate it when you know you're going to do all the work. I don't mind. I'm the mellow type of person. I love people. But JUST as long as they don't bitch at me when I get an answer wrong (i.e Tommy!). THE DAMN SLUT! He didn't fuckin' study shit and he goes and bitches up my face, sayin' he was the one that got the answer to a question right, blaming me for writing the wrong answer down. He was fuckin' throwing-out un-educated guesses, thinking he knew all the shit in the world. He that 4 times. The poor fool didn't know he had it coming. First time he did that, I was kool. Second time, alright. Third time, got a little annoyed. Fourth and last time, blood surged through my system, going straight into my irritated little brain and I suddenly cracked. I cussed his fat-headed little self out the window. I used such cruel phrases. Thank God the class didn't hear me. Boy, I was sorry after that and felt hell of some guilt but didn't because he was a damn slut that got what he deserved. I'm usually not mean to people in such ways -_-;. So, of course, he's keeping his distance and not speaking to me anymore. He better stay that way. Jeeders, and I sometimes wonder, what in hell made Susan fall in love with "that"? *cringes at the thought of anyone liking "that"* Thank God she broke-up with him. Way to go girl! He's still keeping Vicky's cd hostage. ....damn slut
she ate her lucky charms.. @05:51 p.m.
WELCOME TO SEATTLE. Today's weather was extremely cold and hateful. Here I sit in this room, grateful for the wonderful windy conditions that this city has given me. I thought it was spring. Spring in the western hemisphere=sunny?. But not in Seattle's case *spits*. No wonder my dad wants the family to move to California. I'd have to agree but then that'll mean I'll have to leave my precious birthplace in which I've lived in for, practically my whole life. Gosh no. I'd miss this city too much if I went away. I'd miss the rain, I'd miss the weather, I'd miss downtown and chinatown fairly bad, I'd miss my BELOVED friends I've made ever since the elementary years, I'd miss Alki beach really bad, I'd miss my house and its location it is in right now, I'd miss the disturbing and dirty Metro buses for sure and don't forget.....Starbucks. Basically, I'd miss my ass off for everything Seattle had to offer. So of course I'm staying. I'll never get use to California and its ways. Why? because it ain't Seattle. It ain't my home. It ain't anything. But then again. If this weather is going to be persistent...I'm out. I can't stand the fucking wind freezing my ass off everyday. I can't stand getting bundled-up everytime I go outside. I fucking hate anything that aren't shorts, t-shirts, or sandals! I can't stand the fact that you have to cancel certain planned activities because of the damn weather. I can't stand the fact that I have to wait until summer for some sun. It's so nerve-racking. And last summer wasn't even that hot. What a bitch Seattle is sometimes ....but I like it XD~~. Where else in this screwed-up world can you get Uwajimaya? Kinokuniya Bookstores? Dim Sum? Saigon Dynasty? Seattle Center? Southcenter Mall(let's pretend its in Seattle)? Alki Beach? SAFECO field? The Mariners? The Sonics? Starbucks? EMP? The Cheesecake Factory? Gameworks? Apolo Anton Ohno? Beacon Hill? CD? SD? Constant Rain? The Best Summers? Westlake Mall? ......NOWHERE! because they're all right here ONLY in Seattle baby XD~~ Went to APAET with the Goon Sqaud after classes with the addition of...Ka. Godamnn the bus stunk. I hate the bus. We watched a little documentary thing on Ecstacy, which took like 300 hours during the meeting. I claim that day as one of the most un-interactive days ever in APAET. Annie didn't come today. I don't know why. Mai is so hillarious. She slipped and fell in the APAET bathroom and then later tripped ovr chairs after the meeting was over LOL. To think she was ever normal makes ya kind of squemish. LOL and to think she was ever....quiet? LOL check her during freshman year! She sat right at my table in math class. You wouldn't know in hell if she was there are not because she was quiet as hell O__O. *Shivers and cringes as the thought of Pankey* Yeah and thanks to me I had to blurt-out my favorite chinese series, which had cause the "Mai" to be triggered and forever be loose in the wild. What have I done LOL. Oh oh and LOL Mandy looked hardcore MEAN in 6th grade. She was a foot taller than me and looked as if she was going to pound you into biscuits. Seriously, she was mean-looking...I had at least one nightmare about her claiming my death *shivers*. Vicky sure changed...into contacts lol. My head hurts. You know how when you hit your head and you feel the pain? Well, that's exactly how I feel right now. I have the pain but no lump. I rubbed Tiger Balm on my head to ease the pain but its hasn't gone away. I have lots of shit to do tomorrow. Actually, I have lots of shit to do ALL week. Going campin' all week after Monday, so I'm crammin' on all of my assignments.
Is there such a law that limits the amount of male whores you can own XD? I'm so bored.
she ate her lucky charms.. @08:56 p.m.
Ooo..found this song lying around. So, today was a rather nice day if you want to put it that way. Not the best but still ok. Damn, I think my brother damaged the keyboard. He severely hacked the thing when he kept loosing to Super Mario Bros. during the weekend. Dang fool. Yeah take out your anger on the very important part of the computer. I'm going to delete the damn Super Nintendo emulator in this comp. It's not worth sacraficing the beautiful keyboard for. Does no person understand the importance of the keyboard? DO THEY?
I added four more pieces of art in my skethbook. I was suprised. I didn't know I could "draw" but now I know. I spent hours just shading a damn dolphin and I'm still not done with it. It'so cute. I kissed it after I was done because it was so cute. I actually drew something 3-dimensional. 3 out of 5 drawings in my book are not original =P. No one is too old to learn how to draw. I just started art class in Feb. I learned how to draw a stick figure at the age of ..3, C'mon you have to give props. Diana can really really really really draw!! *Gives out an envious squeal* and so can Cynthia, Caroline, and Vicky XD. Who has seen her latest drawings? Gawd, to have those skills would be a dream come true. Oh oh, don't forget James....Damn he'll make anyone jealous of his skills and talents anytime. He's the master woo~. A creepy one..but still the master ^.~. Who else..*ponders* Oh! who has seen Raymond's stipple drawing of the skull? Wah, dope as hell. Dung from Bio is pretty skilled too. Christ, he drew wine glasses w/fruit so perfect, it makes your insides want to devour that piece of paper in seconds. *Sob* so many skilled and talented people! BLESS YOUR SOULS WITH PAPER WINE GLASSES! *dramatically faints and says "Oh my inspiration!"* ............ I want to spank some asian lean thin cut 100% male ass just about now. I've finished what I needed to finish. Life is good. I'm going away from the city for a camping trip next week for 3 days. THANK YOU SKY ABOVE ME, I don't have to spend camp alone with that damned Tommy! Thank you,thank you. I'm going with Manilyn. Good, now there is a person I can chill with that will not drive me insane with their male issues XD. *Does THE dance*
she ate her lucky charms.. @10:16 p.m.
I want to molest something, preferably someone ^0^ *sinister laugh* extremely bad at this moment. I've completed every assignment I intended to complete and now, for the first time, in a loong time, I have some spare time. All thanks to that gorgeous gorgeous gorgeous "How to Study" booklet I found hidden amongst the cluster of junk in my room *points*. I got this book way back in the 7th grade years in Mrs. Paulus's class. *Wiggles her eyebrows at the thought of the student that sat at the far left corner of the room*. She passed it out to each and every person in the class, including herself.... I haven't touched that book until now. I know I should've..but hey? I was only a naive little love-struck 12-yr old, what else was I suppose to do? And now I'm practically a graduate.....*face faults* Anyway, I read the dang thing a couple hours ago and was intrigued by its text. Yep, moi, Queen of carelessness...was intrigued by an author named David H. Griswold that had written the book in 1982. His methods and suggestions are dope as hell. Hands down man. Hands down. I would share his philosophy right about now but dinner awaits. So get yourself a copy^^.
she ate her lucky charms.. @08:17 p.m.
It's almost the end of March. Time flies by way too quick. Next thing you know, you'll be 44, sitting in front of the television snacking on Cheetoes with a shower cap on and pink fuzzy slippers. *Cringe*
hell yeah...xD
she ate her lucky charms.. @03:13 p.m.
I love AudioGalaxy! I want my ShinHwa 3rd. It's been gone for the longest time. I don't even remember when was the last time I heard "All of your dreams" or "First Love" or "White Night" or "I Wanna Be" or "Only One" or "Jam #1"! Dang....I don't even remember what the music even sounds like. This is irritating.
she ate her lucky charms.. @07:03 p.m.
UGH...I can't find any A.D-One mp3s anywhere. A.D-one is I guess one of the newest music groups in K-pop. They're so K-pop. Nothing but pop. Damn you Joseph Tran! Go ahead, KEEP my Shinhwa 3rd! I don't give a fuck....just keep it. What a damn whore. What a DAMN GOAT-LICKIN' SNOT-DRIPPIN' SHIT-FACED WHORE! Sure, I can just go out and buy another one...but damn, that's my fuckin' cd...it's the real cd with the fucked-up SM Entertainment label on it. PLEASE, just keep the damn thing. I don't want anything to do with that slut. He'd better keep his distance or else I'll fuck him up bad. I'll rip his godamn nuts off and make him suck and eat it in front his mother, father, grandmother, grandfather, and MS. GREEN! I'll throw his damn nuts in the ocean! It'll fit perfectly with the savage Sea Urchins and poison jellyfishes! I can also throw it in the forest where Bobcats and mountain lions can play "YARN' with it! I can put it in the garbage disposal! I can put it in Vicky's paper shredder! I can cut it with Ms. Brenner's paper cutter! I can give it to Mr. Ware! I can step on it! I can violently and repeatedly hit it with my tennis raquet! I can use it as a floor sponge! I can place it a busy freeway! I can play it as a hacky-sack with the hacky-sack gang! I can place on the rails of a death-defying roller coaster in Six Flags! I can feed it to my neighbor's dog, cat, and iguana! I can purposely give it to a French chef so he can make it into CREAM PUFFS!! I can boil it with boiling water! I can burn it with burning flames! God o-o *huffs and puffs* Uggh....to think I use to actually admired him makes me sick. He was bangin' gorgeous during the freshman years in gym by the way^^. Shoot, I'd play badminton with him anyday *wiggles eyebrows*. AHEM, during THAT time....that is. Too bad he went fat and added a few pounds to his once perfectly sculpted face! Aha...hah ahaha haha.
Anyway LOL, yes I'm tripping big-time again. Guys are such fuck-heads *shakes her head in disgust* The majority are fuck-heads...the rest are ok^^. I've been incredibly lazy with this blog lately. I had TWO bangin' entries but I was always gettin' cut-off. Damn internet. *Sigh* I have a test to study for and an AIDS project to do. I must go.
she ate her lucky charms.. @06:52 p.m.
I'm skipping my happy little self to WAPIFASA's (the program across the hall from APAET) NO! TOBACCO YOUTH SUMMIT tomorrow morning with my associates, Mai & Vicky. Mandy ain't goin' cuz she said so. I have never been in the New Holly Community Center before. Heck, the only community center I've ever been in was Jefferson. It's not the fact that it is about 4 blocks away from my house or anything...
LOL no one studied whatsoever during our visit to Mai's humble home. The only assignment that some of us had completed was ourHistory work^^. Most of us spent our time on the X-BOX, wasting away our precious young lives on FUZION FRENZY and DOA 3 *shakes head*. I'm guessing Mandy and I spent 4hrs max, just on that game. DORK PRIDE YO. DORK PRIDE. I'm in love with Mai's piano!! It has a built-in DJ turn table *squeal*. Man, I love that shit. woo. TECKNO xD. I dream of becoming one...someday as a..part-time job xD.
GROSS. Mai's dog, Tommy peed and released his shit all over the house *cringe* I rushed to the bathroom to take a bath as soon as I got home. Mai "said" he was trained but then again...I feel so sorry for the dog though. It's being tortured by Jackie 24/7! Poor baby! When I saw him laying there miserably on the kitchen floor, a needle went straight through my heart. I hate humans and their ways. I hate how they domesticated such animals as dogs and forever imprision them in their homes. I feel so ashamed of my race. You don't know how much damage we have caused to wildlife and its creatures. Our ecosystem is in danger. Many people do not take notice of our Earth and its existence. All everyone cares about is making a good living. *Sigh* I see Earth's future now. It's obviously going to be taken entirely over human technology and such like it. Another hundred years from now, there will be NO NATURAL LIVING ORGANISM. Everything will completely be scientifically engineered. Face it. There will be no hope for Earth's animals *sob*. They're all going to be clones! Dammit, I'm going to ship all these precious animals to a place where they can all live in nothing but peace and no human can interfere with it.
she ate her lucky charms.. @08:41 p.m.
GOD, my throat hurts! I didn't intend to violently shove Jessie onto a desk during History class today. It was his fault, I told him to move and he refused. I am so kind to people aren't I? Great, now I feel really guilty about it. It wasn't that hard was it? I feel bad. I was having a rough day. I feel bad. My throat hurts.
Went to APAET after clasees. Missed the dang stupid CITY bus because of the dang stupid physical I had to take for tennis. I'm healthy as a dog. There was a presentation for APAET from the crew and they did a damn well job. GOD, the Metro buses are incredibly filthy. It's so disturbing, just sitting in those bus seats makes you want to hurl. I doubt anyone ever cleans those buses. No one likes filthy environments. Gosh, there was this old lady on the #7 bus that got up right in front of me, her behind was all wet and you could smell this sour smell coming from her *face turns green*. There was also a man that sat right on the left of me, coughing and hacking non-stop. Oh and don't forget the woman that sat/slept near my left on the #36 on my way home. She was dead asleep and was all up on my shoulders. UGGH. I hate the Metro so bad. I've been hating it. I can't believe that the Metro use to be clean? My grandpa always took me onto the Metro and it was a nice clean environment....or was it? I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it.
I'm chillin' over at Mai's tomorrow for a "study" group. Her house is super comfy compared to other houses, furniture wise. It's like pillow land. Vicky has...10,000 little baby gates in which you can trip over xD. Mandy has that dog. Hoa's is uhh..empty. Hoang has no space. ect..etc.. My house is definitely hazardous.
she ate her lucky charms.. @08:01 p.m.
*low intense growl* it WAS sunny this morning.. Northwest Cable News predicted more snow on the weekend. Yeah, just what I needed, MORE SNOW ON THE DAYS I DO NOT HAVE CLASSES. Boy, heaven has sparkled us. My day was damn well ruined by stupid people once again. People just literally want my blood pressure raised don't they? THEY JUST WANT ME TO ABSOLUTELY DIE OF CONSTANT IRRITATION AND ANNOYANCE DON'T THEY?! YEAH?! Hoa is such an evaluator of people, especially Hoang and I. Dammit, it's basically her profession! She clearly stated that I, CANNOT take care of things. She doesn't know what she's talkin'. Huh, is she an inhabitant of my house? is she the one in my shoes? is she witnessing the events of my life? is she living it? NO SHE ISN'T. You cannot just go up to someone's face and say they can't take care of things. It's like saying "Oh, you have no complete overall control in the things you do in your life." That, right there is a fuckin' complete insult. Just because I frequently forget such things as bringing a certain book or chem goggles, as she mentioned doesn't neccessarily mean that I cannot take care of things. That just means I'm a forgetful fool that forget to bring things, common mistakes of everyday human lives. Her statement clearly screams "YOU CANNOT TAKE CARE OF ANYTHING!" Kiss my ass crack alright? You sure don't know much about me and my ways of living my life. I dang well take care of things. I take care of chores around my home. Strange, I'm a neat-freak...but my room is the only mess I do not clean-up ^0^. I wake-up every morning to swifter sweep my aging hardwood and tiled floors of my home, wash dirty germ infested dishes that were left-over from last night's dinner, fetch the mail from the mailbox, and then settle down to make myself and soon to arise siblings some breakfast. I take care of my hw everyday right after I come home from tennis practice or APAET. I iron my khakis everytime I wish to wear them because its crap when its fresh from the laundry, I neatly stack my books back on the shelves...because they have the tendency to disappear and re-appear in different places *cough*. And don't forget those young energetic siblings of mine. So damn, I sure do take care of things, just only when I'm not lazy --+. The issue is mis-judging. PEOPLE THINK THAT THEY ARE SO SMART. Motherfuckers......
APAET made my day a little better. For a minute I thought I was right about James because of my violation and I felt guilty and almost cried but thank goodness he came late. My prayers are answered. Life is good. My James issue is finally over. I have no need to worry about my stupidity! SCORE...
I want to present on Thursday but I can't because I'm a dorky newbie that doesn't understand jack. Oh well. NEVER TURN OUT THE LIGHTS WHEN SOMEONE IS DOING THEIR BUSINESS!! LOL!! Mai and Mandy jacked with the lights! *shakes head in shame* Mandy and I went to Uwaji's after APAET while Vicky and Mai went their seperate ways^^. We're such dorks *raise the roof*. I hiked through the rain to get my sister her friggin' birthday present and went home sicker than a dog as a result. I feel better now.
she ate her lucky charms.. @09:54 p.m.
The lower left of my back hurts Xx;. Yes! The best way to start a dark gloomy evening is with depressing Chinises folk music! I love traditional old skool music (i.e Boys II Men & Richard Marx xD). It sort of pumps you up a bit..at times. *Gets down on her knees and begs for mercy* DO NOT LET JAMES LEAVE APAET! If he does, then that obviously implicates that I, caused a huge controversy in APAET over him, and that he will feel violated of it. I DO NO HARM *flashes the peace sign* I make such a big deal over STUPID STUPID STUPID factors. Gawd, I could just kick myslef...which would be impossible *cough*. Yes, proceeding with my issue. I admit, I had a puny crush on him. WHO GIVES A "F"?! That was decades ago in kindergarten...*groans*. K-I-N-D-E-R-G-A-R-T-E-N! I was little, he was little. I was in Ms. Lloyd's little class and he was in Ms. Lloyd's little class. I'd pester him 24/7 and he'd scream and yell at me 24/7, ending with the JAMES (tm) look of death. Let's go back in time. Strange, I would remember people but they don't remember me =P. I'm just going to blabber on and off because I am a fool. Actually, it's storytime, a little of my childhood days *cheeses*. James's parents were like homebrothers and homesisters with my parents. No, actually it was his mother that was super buddies with my parents and it was his father that was super home buddies with my grandparents. His father would freqeuntly and occassionally visit my grand-pops to chat and have some tea. Of course, I was always at my grandpa's house..whenever he visits. He never brung James with him just only that one time where he brought all three of his children to grand-pop's house. James has an older sister, Gloria and an older brother Matthew. James hated my guts so bad LOL. His siblings were my best pals...but he just did everything he could to keep his distance from me LOL. I have strong memories. I can remember events that happened to me at the age of 2, right off the back of my head. Creepy ne? Ok..moving on. His parents spoke my language, a chinese dialect called Chiew Chau or whatever its called. They're pretty fluent. I rarely heard James spoke jst except the times he has that attitude of his^^. He was the silent creepy kids that never smiled or anything. He would always have this expressionless expression of his. Maybe he did those things when I'm around...hee. I remember I set foot in his home one time. The inside of his house was...blueish.
I talk too much nonsense. *^^* I remember when James's mom would approach me and I'd say, "Where's James? Where's James?" LOL She was so kind. The last time I had seen her, she had dark bags under her eyes..but that was many years ago, I guess she'll look fine by now. And the last time I saw Gloria, was at the International District Fair thing in Chinatown? Geez she was short. She was way taller when I was in kindergarten. Damn, Im still talking. Ugh, well, Im on a roll, can't stop me now. Let's go back to the kindergarten class. One time, I deliberately sat next to him, when it was partner-choosing time for making construction paper animals and I accidentally knocked down his glue cup. Boy, did he get pissed after he crawl under the desk to fetch the glue cup. He flamed and refused to share his glue cup. I also purposely played with the guys during recess..just to be with him. I give him my sincere apologies for pissing his blood pressure to its highest extent. I am SO sorry. I was just a kid. What else was I suppose to do when I'm in love? Jesus Christ, I'm bad.
Dammit, I talk too much. Basically, all I want to say is that I never intended to cause no harm or controversy to James. I don't like him. He doesn't like me. End of story. I just exaggerated the fact that I USE (note: past-tense word) to love this little boy and never knew the truth to why he disappeared for so many years. HELLO?! PEOPLE HAVE THE RIGHT TO MOVE TO DIFFERENT PLACES! good grief. I just don't want James to leave APAET. He's apart of my childhood and I would like it to stay that way. I GET TO GO TO CLASSES AT 10....raise the roof.
she ate her lucky charms.. @08:21 p.m.
I love 1TYM XD. Baek Kyung is adorable. WOO~ it snowed a 9-incher last night. Seattle is mad crazy I tell you. I spent at least 2 hours out there in the snow-filled wonderland. It was insane. The sun was incredebly bright. My siblings and I constructed..about three snowmen and two forts. My brother put boobs on his snow-drag queen. Sick children these days LOL. The snow was mad deep. You could actually hear it crunch as you walk in it. Yes, We, Seattle citizens are VERY deprived of snow. I took some photographs while we were out there. Hopefully, the stupid camera can take pics out in sunlight. *Sob* My father finally found the perfect house for the family. It's not like its bad or anything but I'LL MISS MY NEIGHBORHOOD SO MUCH!! I've been busy complaining about how crusty our current home is that I forgot all about my beautiful neighborhood! We haven't toured the new house yet but I have a feeling that this house is ours. My pops has been searching for a big house practically half his life. We have 6 people in this house and living in a house with only 4 bedrooms and 1.75 bathrooms is not such a great idea. Besides, we only use 3 of the bedrooms and one of the bathrooms because the bedroom in the basement is scary as hell and one of the bathrooms aren't functioning correctly. Damn old house has numerous problems. Finding a home in Beacon Hill is one of the hardest things on Earth. Not only are the houses old and small but they're grip expensive. Let's see, we recently passed-by a tiny 3-bed 2 bath home and it cost well over $375,000. My pops was like damn. Our family doesn't want to live anywhere else but Beacon Hill because its OUR HOME. The bombest houses are in rich-white-snob communities. *GAG*. The neighbors around our neighborhood are like home brothers to us. I CAN'T LEAVE MY NEIGHBORHOOD!!!!!!!!! THE BEST SUMMERS ARE SPENT HERE!!!!!!!!!!! *hysteric sob* Do you know how good it feels when its summer in this neighborhood?
she ate her lucky charms.. @05:53 p.m.
SEATTLE has some psychotic weather. Damn, it was cold this morning, then it was sunny and clear in the afternoon, snowed a puny bit around lunch, was clear and MAD windy early evening, and *Slaps forehead* the stinkin' sky finally decided to SNOW HARD during a NON-school day night! Good gosh, everything is just REALLY trying to raise my blood pressure aren't they? Of all days for it to snow. This is unbelievable. Oh, and I forgot to mention the constant thunder/lightening. Lighting starts flickering every 5 seconds followed by roarring thunder, BOOM BOOM beneath the ground.
My day went rather well. I chilled at Mandy's hut with the gang after classes and ate a little dimsum there. I'm allergic to something in Mandy's chairs, must've been those damn dog hairs or parasites from BiBi. I have to sit on my legs every time I want to sit on the chairs, because if I don't..I'll start getting REALLY itchy. My arms and everything. It wasn't funny. Everyone else got their share too but I had to worse case. The first and second time I went to her house, I was bitten by damned fleas. How did I know? Well, you'd have to ask me to find out. Those marks took about 2 weeks for them to disappear. *intense growl*
I recently joined APAET (Asian Pacifc-Islander AIDS Education Team) *raise the roof* and we all stood out in the cold for a good cause. It was, I think a candlelight vigil? and we all held-up signs potraying the fight against domestic violence. Woo, finally doing something worth while. Vicky, Mandy, Mai, James, and the coordinate leaders were all there. Before we even arrive at the vigil, we went inside the King County Courthouse instead of the outside cuz that was were the vigil was being held. *Slaps forehead* We went through all that security check for no reason. LOL it was merely exciting though. IF you take the freezing weather part. LOL We marched a total length of 1/4 of a block. Our candles kept burning-out on account of the heavy freezing winds. After the freezing ceremony, we donated some cash and headed (RAN actually) to the bus tunnel. I've never been so glad to get onto a city bus. WARMTH man. Yeah, got off and hopped into Starbucks to grab ourselves some Chai Tea X9~. Later went back to APAET to get us some grub at the candle vigil reception.
*sigh* James, my long lost crush was in APAET. I haven't seen him since I was 8. No one recognizes me anymore. My large eyes and dark skin disappeared throughout the years. Ask anyone. If you take a look at my childhood photographs and compared it with how I look now, you wouldn't tell if it was actually me or not. I miss my childhood years. I miss all of my old friends. I hate it when you've known someone for so long for a certain period of time, get seperated for about..8 years, and when they meet with you again, they forget who you are. I hate it when certain people who were once your closest friends...ignore you as you pass them by someplace. What I mean by close is : their parents know your parents PRETTY well and your parents know their parents PRETTY well, you frequently hang-out and eat dinner with their famlily in their house and they frequently hang-out and eat dinner with your family in your house, they were best friends with you and you were best friends with them, and they spend wonderful fun with you and you spend wonderful fun with them...list goes on. I also hate it when family members who were once MAGNETICALLY close to you....ignore or hardly ever attend any family gatherings anymore. I get hurt pretty bad by these sorts of things. Its the matters of the heart that just goes through me. I'm those people that are emotionally..love-sensitive. I love people WAY too much and get hurt WAY too bad. I love my family and friends so much. No words can describe it. LOL Basically, I never hated anyone in my life but I do hate certain things like cigarettes and brat-annoying children. No wonder I'm such a mess. I tend to hide that sort of thing and go off beserking opposite ^^. To see all of my old friends would be a blast.
she ate her lucky charms.. @10:14 p.m.
I found a new perspective towards life now. YES, I finally realized that I needed one -________-;;;;;;;;. After my wrecked oral presentation about my website (I'm still not over it) I figured, if I keep this up, I'd a be a worthless bum sitting on the streets...still wasting my time on what I've failed from. Hell No. NO ONE wants to end up like that. I've been stressing over un-necessary things for stupid reasons, which interferes what I SHOULD be stressing over. See, I always always always stress over about the NEGATIVE outcomes of everything I do...and it ends up ...all negative --+. *Sobs for her stupidity* I FINALLY figured-out my MESS! *beams* My striving for success is allowing myself to think-up all these ridiculous negativity...--+ Stress is not an easy thing to handle. It can cause health problems..mental and physical. *Sigh* I diagnoised my issues *clap*. I BLAMED THAT SON OF AN OLD HAG MR. MORGAN FROM MY LONG AGO HS FRESHMAN HEALTH CLASS! He scared the heck out of everyone and especially me. I swore my organs were going to pop-out as soon as I did our group drug porject. TALK TO THE HAND. PEOPLE!
It snowed a wee tiny bit this morning, then during the afternoon, the sun shined its beauty followed by a bitter rapid temp drop with high winds. My hands were at its CRUSTY-EST state..while enjoying a sunny day out with tennis. UGGH..*hating cold weather* Whats worse was that I had to wait for two freakin' buses out in that freezing cold. I missed the first one --+
I talk nothing but trash
she ate her lucky charms.. @08:39 p.m.
WOo Night at the Roxbury's! YES, I am officially on CRACK *beams* Sitting out in the cold for TWO LONG hours, watching people hit tennis balls back and forth is very ENERGIZING. I couldn't play because I had no raquet and was wearing sandals^^;. O_O;; I think I'm one of those dogs that the keynote speaker was describing...after all that poop talk. He said that there were two types of dogs. The ones that are tennis ball crazed and the ones that are not. The tennis ball-crazed dogs are the ones that tend to catch tennis balls 24/7! They just love tennis balls and never stop catching them XD. Err..hehhe. I was watching the ever classic Disney story of Cinderalla with the family last night. Disney was the THING back then and still is today. Making Cinderella II was a big FAT mistake. It ruins the WHOLE tradition of the Cinderella fairy tale! I thought Disney was more creative than that. SUCH betrayl. I've watched every single movie there ever was..except those retro black and white ones back in the early 40's or something of that sort. I think my fav disney movie was THE LION KING. It was THE best. I am a forever dedicated LOVER OF CARTOONS! All my daily shows consists of cartoons and and only two gameshows, Jeopardy, Wheel of Fortune & my all-time fav--The Price is Right! Been watching those game shows since I was 4, yes 4...and never missed a show since. No wait, I always miss the Price is Right on account I went to school on weekdays--+ Ooo..Im a freak, what a suprise.
she ate her lucky charms.. @08:45 p.m.
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I love sunny days. I forgot to mention that WE, as in Diana, Cam, Clay, Alana, Orion, Manilyn, Michael, Vicky, Dang, Benjamin, Andrew, Danny, Mei Ying, Michael, Kelly, Kevin, Heing, Caroline, Mari, Kali, Claire, Heather, Erin, Taryn, Chris, Anita, Darren, Hoang, Phung, Miriam, John, Megan, Alex, Leah, Danielle, Thyra, Loann, Kamila, Megan T, Lena, Joy, Dung, Melyssa, Lucas, and Carmen KICK FAT MAJOR CRUSTY PREPPY ASS for FQ @ Biotech!!! *applaud* Vicky won honorable mention for People's Choice and Art! I told her she would win! PSYCHIC! WHAT?! *clap clap* Mei Ying and Miriam won 2nd for Website! *clap clap* Kali won..honorable mention or 3rd for Career! *clap clap* Kamila won 1st for Expository Writing! *clap clap*, Darren won 3rd for Molecular Modeling! *clap clap* The drama gang won honorable mention! *clap clap* Loann won honorable mention for Review Writing! Joy and Megan won something that I forgot, and Carmen won honorable mention?? DAMN CHEATERS WHO GOT 1st! Carmen was not suppose to get an honorable mention...HOMEWREAKERS!
she ate her lucky charms.. @04:22 p.m.
WAH..yesterday was one of the most gorgeous Saturdays ever! So is today ^_______^. Hopefully it'll be this gorgeous tomorrow. GIVE ME SUN BABY XD~ I love the sun. *prays for the hot temperatures she craves* It's so incredibly cold in Seattle. I love Seattle dearly but its just too cold for me. I was spending the whole day outside, enjoying the weather I've been waiting for. WOO it feels great to see the sun again *bounce*. I wish I had my bike! Nothing is better than biking in the sun.
*grumble* Do I have to do my history? I despise history. Shouldn't we focus more on the future than on the past? I was absent last friday, so Neubeck better give my group and I a decent extension. The people that I'm working with are lazier than I am. OH JOY, it's yet ANOTHER WONDERFUL opportunity for me to do ALL the work! I'M SO SPECIAL! I'M SO GREATFUL! I ENVY MY GROUP! I LOVE MY GROUP! @#%&*! The things I do. I'm still very pissed over the fact that I screwd-up my oral at Biotech *sob*. It's not the fact that I didn't get anything. I seriously don't give a F if I win an award or not but what I really give a F about is my performance! I made myself look like a stupid fool! *claws the floor*. UGGH, this is the last straw. I've been having horrid failures 5+ in a row! That is so not good! First, it was driver's ed..many years ago --+, second was my job interview @ Chiasso *hysteric sob*, third was my countless LOW GPAs, fourth was slacking in my most fav course..I failed you Howell! *psychotic sob*, fifth was my..long ago SAT score! *WAIL*, sixth was a D in Ceramics! *screams*, and seventh was BIOTECH! *collapses*. FAILURE!!! a complete and irresponsible FAILURE! *Jumps up and down* My pride is damaged...its totally gone. I will not tolerate with anymore of this. These horrid horrid failures of mine will cease TODAY! FUCK, I can't believe I didn't realize these things. Where was I? GAH..DAMMIT, how did I fuck myself this bad....issues.. Last straw! I refuse to tolerate with such actions! I'm going to go outside and redeem myself! I shall conquer! I will take NO MORE!
she ate her lucky charms.. @04:10p.m.
>WWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes YES YES!!!!!! The stress is gone! The stress is out! I'm done with the damned project and I am now forever in total happiness. GOODBYE DAMN BIOTECH!! BON VOYAGE AND GOOD RIDDANCE!! NEVER IN HELL WILL I EVER TOUCH, READ, SEE, TASTE, HEAR, OR SMELL ANYTHING IN THE FIELD OF BIOTECHNOLOGY EVER AGAIN! *does THE dance* I'm forever out...this was the first and last project I'll ever do in the studies of biotechnology. I quit! AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAH~!!!
*cough* a little TOO happy last moment --+. I screwed on my oral but who gives a rip, I'm done with it, I'm DONE with it! No more man. I was so stressed to the point where my period ..Woo! lets not go there ehehe. Yes, and what better layout to start the month of March than with a little Vicious? muhah, the ever so notorius evil in cowboy bebop. Might I add, sex god. ^^V juice baby. The original layout was suppose to consist of the dopest manga around, Shaman King! but eehh..I have no such a photo program to create such hot graphics. So, obviously I jacked-off of Anime-Abstract.com for a pre-made graphic..hoo hoo sense the Vicious? Huh? Do Ya? do ya! --+ brother, I did that because I'm such a lazy ass and is also deprived of today's modern image-editing programs alright? All I have is this cheap PrintShop Pro that is worthless to my technology standards. That thing can't even add text right. I've never been so hungry in my life. I came home from the stupid expo to find myself hungrily and viciously consuming the contents of ..the sink XP. I was THAT thirsty. The dang fair didn't even have the decency to serve us REAL food XP. Muffins and apple juice. Please. LOL Im bitter over Biotech. ^^ I should stop and worship it for allowing me to gain more knowledge of biotechnology *snort* not. Dah...still thirsty
she ate her lucky charms.. @09:47 p.m. |
